Playing around

My Mums are so beautiful this year, but not as beautiful as my little girls!

The "real" circus

Yeh I won tickets on the radio to the circus. I never win.... The girls loved it, Erickell was on the edge of her seat the whole time and Neicell enjoyed all the treats and of course the tigers. Eric thought it was boring, hmmm who cares he's an old man.

New Journey

Neicell is going to be admitted to PCMC next Sat. for 2 days to see if giving "high-dose" Valium will help decrease the seizures she is having 90% of her sleep. I don't feel this is the answer we are looking for, but we are moving in the right direction. I pray we have more insight and her little body can start to grow and she can get some quality out of life soon. Since last week she has been living on some other planet. She is gone from me this week and I am dying to have her back.

Decepticon in Utah

Eric--(saw a transformer sticker on the back of someone's car) "Kell, look a Decepticon."
Kell--"Wow, Dad do you think it will transform?"

Erickell absolutely loves the Transformer movie and even has an Optimus Prime truck which she treasures more than anything. I love it, maybe Eric doesn't need a boy after all?

Grateful Heart

Neicell scared us once again. 56 minutes of seizure, 3 doses of medication, 3 pokes and then mom starting the IV, and constant oxygen she finally stopped after going lights and sirens to the hopsital. She scared the paramendics and her Mom. I get nervous but last night I was really nervous. I never wanted to ever be in any situation were I had to start my own child's IV, but I am so grateful for my knowledge and background. Soon as the IV was started we were able to get the medication in her that finally stopped her seizure. I am so grateful for all the neighbors that run to our need and help in so many ways. Just knowing there are people around that care so much about us just fills my heart. I can't thank all of you for your love and support. I am so grateful to the wonderful EMS staff that know us by heart and come so fast. Above all, I am so grateful for Neicell's twin who is so intune with Neicell's needs and heard her monitor alarming. Without her we would have been further behind and Neicell would have been longer without oxygen. I love my girls so much I am so grateful for them.

Things they say

Neicell----

"Mom, will the dead people have to take baths when they come alive again (resurrected)?"

"Mom, do the mean people that killed Jesus live in our state (Utah)?"

"Mom, Harts makes the best suckers (smarty suckers)."